I will miss you.

When I first saw you, all that was going through my head then was "You are the most beautiful creation of God."

After which, I got to know you more. I got to know almost everything about you. We started interacting with one another. We started seeing each other everyday, every time of my life.

You were with me when I was happy. You were there to cheer me up when I'm depressed. You're always around when I need you.

Everyday, I sleep hoping to see you in my dreams. And whenever I'm awake, I'll always be looking forward to seeing you. There never was a time when I'm not thinking about you.

You gave me a reason to live. I felt like I'm invincible everytime when I'm with you. I felt like searching for a strand of hay in a needlestack is possible. And I felt that I could take on Chuck Norris and live.

I've never felt such... feelings anywhere else.

Feelings for you.


But now, those feelings have waned in time. I no longer feel the joy when I see you. You tried cheering me up everytime, but I just... Don't feel it anymore.

I'm sorry. I am so sorry. But something else has caught my eye. And that has swept my heart away. If you really will feel happy if I'm happy, then...

I think it's time we stop seeing each other.

Even as I tear while typing this, I know you will never forgive me. You never can.


I'm sorry, World of Warcraft. You will always be in my heart.

But my heart belongs to Final Fantasy XIII now...

Naruto poisons the mind

Yes. For those of you who've read the latest chapter of Naruto, you get what I'm saying. For those who don't follow the series, I'm going to explain a bit bout Naruto in the next paragraph.

Naruto is this teenage kid who believes that he can have the best of everything. He believes that he can save the world by converting one of the main villian back to a good guy, and to also get a girlfriend along the way.



This does not happen in real life.

It is just not possible to get everything you want in real life. You have to sacrifice something to get something else.

But Naruto keeps getting what he wants, keeps winning, keeps changing people's hearts. It makes kids believe that they can do something great without losing anything.

Stop it, Naruto. Stop giving people false hope. People might actually believe it.


P.S: Then again, maybe cuz if Naruto dies, EVERYONE in the ninja world will most proly suffer from depression and start commiting suicide.

Heroes of Newerth!

Yes. HoN has not been patching for weeks. However, they have been giving sneak peeks of new heros, (or heroes ported over from DotA). For example,

 

I SWEAR this is going to be the new Nerubian Assassin (NA). Prettier than some beetle, IMO. Also, Pyromancer (Lina in DotA) might be getting a new facelift!From

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Look! There's a trend, see. Apparently, players prefer characters with VERY LITTLE or NO ARMOR at all. I mean, wtf? There're going to be in a battlefield, and they'll most probably be running around with skimpy clothing.

And yes, I'm totally ignoring the fact that they're women.

Blog! Again!

After so many... Months of not blogging, I have decided to blog again!

But this time, I'm angry. I just realised that ALMOST ALL of my friends treat me as a joke. Eh, just cuz I always joke around and play a fool, wheee~ like a kid and look retarded, doesn't mean that you can always treat me like some kid ok!

I am 19 (ok fine, 1 more month to 19)years old can?! Maybe next time I'll just give that ever-stern and serious look on my face. Then you guys can take me seriously.

I mean, wtf?! I am not a kid. I just act like one.

我会翻桌子的哦！ ;O

ok, I feel better now. =D



And yes. I am still thinking of a nice blog name...

You smiled kindly

This song is really meaningful... To me, at least... I've been listening to it for yearz and still I've not grown bored of it... It's a Japanese song, but I've translated it by myself... =D

You smiled kindly

tooi kioku kasuka ni kaoru

I can still remember faintly

yasashiku kimi wa hohoende ita

when you smiled kindly.

mienai kase ni kidzukanai mama

You did not realise that there’s a bond between us

kimi ni amaete kurushimeteta ne

I depended on you. It was tiring, wasn’t it?

dare yori mo aishite

I love you more than anyone

dare yori mo mitsumeta

I look at you more than anyone

zutto zutto hanarete itemo

Even if we’re always so far apart,

kawarazu kimi wo omotte iru kara

My thoughts of you will never change

kimi no nukumori, yasashii ryoute

Your warmth, your gentle hands

wasurenai kara

I will never forget them.

kimi ga inai koto ni narete

I’m starting to get used to your absence

tama ni aeru to kotoba ga denakute

If we are to meet, no words will be spoken

damatte ite mo, tsuuji autte

Even in silence, we can still get through

kimi ni tayotte bakari ita ne

I always depend on you, didn't I?

mou modoranai

You’ll never return

kimi kaeranai kara

You’ll never come back

senaka wo oshite

So push my back

fumidasu yuki wo kudasai

And give me the strength to move forward

motto motto tsuyoku naru kara

I will become stronger

nakanai you ni mimamotte ite

You won’t see me cry anymore

kimi no manazashi yasashii koe

Your gaze and your voice

omoide ni kaeru kara

I will lock them away, in my memories

kimi ga kureta taisetsunamono

The important things you gave to me

zutto kokoro ni shimatte oku kara

I will keep them away from my heart

kisetsu wa meguru kimi ga inakute mo

Without you, the seasons will still change

sepia iro ni somatte yuku yo

Everything has already been dyed sepia

dare yori mo shinjite

I believed you more than anyone

dare yori mo soba ni ita

I was beside you more than anyone

kitto kitto koerareru kara

Surely, surely, I will get over it

toma wa rika mo shiranai keredo

I will not take any shortcuts anymore

mirai wa kitto akarui kara

My future will be bright

shinjite susumu kara

I’ll believe in myself and go on





motto motto tsuyoku naru kara

I will become stronger

nakanai you ni mimamotte ite

You won’t see me cry anymore

kimi no manazashi yasashii koe

Your gaze and your voice

omoide ni kaeru kara

I will lock them away, in my memories

tooi kioku kasuka ni kaoru

I can still remember faintly

yasashiku kimi wa hohoende ita

when you smiled kindly.