Agony

So many cases of infatuation. Leading to so many breakups...
Optimism. I've always been optimistic. But right now...
Right now, I feel sapped of energy; devoid of life.
Right now, I just need someone who can talk with me.
Yes, I know I'm emo-ing. I'm just asking for attention =x But still

Rest. I think a night's rest should remove my emo-ness away.
Everytime it works! But the feeling will just return every night.
Destroying bits of my soul, siphoning it, crushing it.
Still, I've been surviving! So I should be able to survive still!
However, how long can I really last?
I am still, only human.
Really, what if one day, I just cave in?
TOUCHWOOD!!!!!

Bullshit! I must not think of this!
Ugh! I'm too old for this emo crap. I need to stop.
This is being immature.

I will be strong.

Surely, I will never yield!
To not give up!
I will persevere!
Let my prayer for strength be heard.
Let my will remain as steadfast.

Lol this post is getting long.
Ok, I'll stop soon... =p
Very lame right, writing bout emo, then believing again
Every night, I think of all these, I swear!

Yes ok, Enough for today.
Oh God longest post evarrrr~
Ugh I need to stop writing walls of text. Turns people off.