7 May 2010

Songs in my MP3!! Part TWO!

I have updated my mp3. Added in new songs, removed songs that sound boring now. Now, my 2Gb mp3 has a grand total of...

TWENTY SONGS!

Yeap! For some reason, out of the Ybs (yottabytes: 10^24) of songs in the whole world (size-wise), only ~150Mb interests me.


I seriously need more recommendations...

6 May 2010

Divine intervention

Had really really bad stomach pain today. And after having a talk with Evenes, I went to take a quick rest. As I left my physical body, and treaded into an ethereal realm, I saw that same dream again. Of me being a pillion rider of a bicycle. The surroundings were foggy. Everything's a haze.

Everything cept for the person riding the bike.

From what I can recall, the figure's masculine. And never for once, did I manage to have a glimpse of his face. All I could remember now, is a checkered shirt. A black(grey?) and white checkered shirt. It is also wet. Most proly drenched in sweat.

Even though everything's ethereal, I could somehow feel the wind blowing against my face. I could feel adrenaline coursing through my veins (Most proly due to the insane speed in which the bicycle's travelling)

Also, I could smell the body odour from the biker.

This time though, he spoke. In a voice which I've never heard before. "Hey, d'you wanna restart this thing?"

I couldn't understand his question. But my head instinctively nodded. My physical head instinctively nodded.

And that gesture pulled me out from the ethereal landscape, albeit abruptly.

And boy was I in SHOCK. I could not seem to remember ANYTHING during the month of May. Heck! I thought it was April 30th yesterday.

Sometimes, God has a weird sense of humour.

5 May 2010

59!

Yes! New blog post! I know it's been reeeealy long, but yes.

I finally have a reason to post again.

You.

This blog post shall be dedicated to you.

For some reason, you are different from the others I've met. Thoughts of you NEVER for once, left my mind. Everytime I ask myself, "Do I harbor interests for you?" my mind always immediately snaps back.

"I don't see any reason why there is."

You got my attention. You made me wake up earlier than I'm supposed to, made me online during WORK, made me talk STUFF during work. Also...



You made me want to believe again...

9 Apr 2010

Tell me how am I supposed to live with you~ (From Michael Bolton's classic hit!)

By adding a few words here and there, I managed to change the meaning of his song!

I couldn't believe it, when I heard the news today.
I had to come and get it straight from you~
You said you're staying, that I've swept your heart away
and from the look upon your face, I fear it's true~~~~

So tell me why you love me, tell me what I've done to move you~
Ohh~ Tell me one thing more before I go~

TELL ME HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE~ WITH YOU?
NOW THAT YOU'VE BEEN IRKING ME SOOO LONNNNG~
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE~~~~~ WITH YOU?
And how am I supposed to carry on?
Now all the freedom that I have... Is gone~

Lazy to think up for the rest of this song...

4 Apr 2010

Agony

So many cases of infatuation. Leading to so many breakups...
Optimism. I've always been optimistic. But right now...
Right now, I feel sapped of energy; devoid of life.
Right now, I just need someone who can talk with me.
Yes, I know I'm emo-ing. I'm just asking for attention =x But still

Rest. I think a night's rest should remove my emo-ness away.
Everytime it works! But the feeling will just return every night.
Destroying bits of my soul, siphoning it, crushing it.
Still, I've been surviving! So I should be able to survive still!
However, how long can I really last?
I am still, only human.
Really, what if one day, I just cave in?
TOUCHWOOD!!!!!

Bullshit! I must not think of this!
Ugh! I'm too old for this emo crap. I need to stop.
This is being immature.

I will be strong.

Surely, I will never yield!
To not give up!
I will persevere!
Let my prayer for strength be heard.
Let my will remain as steadfast.

Lol this post is getting long.
Ok, I'll stop soon... =p
Very lame right, writing bout emo, then believing again
Every night, I think of all these, I swear!

Yes ok, Enough for today.
Oh God longest post evarrrr~
Ugh I need to stop writing walls of text. Turns people off.